i feel so dumb and hopeless. i’m just sitting here listening to “You still exist” and thinking about us. how we were back then and everything. how we were so close and now we’re just far apart. why can’t i seem to get you out of my mind? why can’t we just be like how we were back then? i just want that. i just want us to go back to how we were. that’s it. why does it feel so impossible?