i can’t even trust my own self. my mind is telling me one thing but heart knows the truth. yes, i do want to give up on you, but no matter how many times i say i’m done, my feelings just keep coming back. why? why am u so attached to you? what is it about you that makes me want to keep on coming back? i guess i’m just afraid that i’ll lose you if i didn’t stayed. i guess i love you too much to even let you go for my own happiness. i guess.